You are in the path of the light. Light from the source. The light enters in you, and your prayer is what exits you. The only difference between the two is you. The closer that which leaves you is to the light the closer your disposition is to the light and lord. Your glow is how much light you allow to pass through you. The ego, the self serving, the outward are the aspect that absorbs the light and do not let it pass through. The rate of transmission of light, the measurement of the ability to conduct light from the source.